Im not a perfect person.far from it. I.E. - I laugh at things a day later, I am really intellegent, but I sometimes lack common sense. I say random things, Im really sarcastic, and I speak my mind, (Probably more often than I should), I love to be reminded that people love me, I Love to know everything about everything as often as I can, I have a slight case of OCD, I hate being lied to, and hate that ommision is still betrayal, Ive been hurt, broken, and Ive closed my heart up tighter than the lid on a pickle jar, I count my steps when I walk (OCD), and I am a pretty loud and goofy. Just a few of the things that make me, well, Me...
So, that being said, again, I know that Im not a perfect gal, but I don't want nor do I try to be. But can't my idea of imperfections actually be what someone else finds perfect?, and vice versa as well. I don't want someone who is flawless, and pomper, I want someone who's my kinda perfect. Granted, perfect is very different to different people, but what if someone has majority of what your looking for, but they fall behind in other levels. Could it be possible that there really is a one and only perfect someone out there for all of us.... And for those who have already found thier perfect someone, were they always exactly what you wanted them to be, or did it gradually get there?... Hmmm... Now Ive been single... for a significant ammount of time, so I've actually put substantial thought into just what I wanted. Ive prayed that God would bless me with someone who is my kind of perfect. Someone who had that spiritual desire for God as I do, .... who isn't afraid to full on praise God without hesitation as to what people would think. Someone who would be so different from everyone Ive been with before. A guy who could help me grow in my faith, or better yet grow with me. A guy who would understand the difficulty of my past, and see to it that nothing would ever make me feel the way that I did. A faithful and trustworthy man with God at the core of his life. Someone who totally gets what a goof I am, and what makes me happy, and who understands everything that comes with a relationship. I just want a good man, and not some boy who thinks he can be. I want to be happy. Not just the pretend kind of happy. I know that whoever I choose to share my life with should want that too. All things considered, I think Im an alright catch, and that Im someone's idea of perfect. But for now, I guess that I have no choice but to just let God work through my life and bring me the man of my heart's desire. If Ive already met him, but he's a little rough around the edges, than It's still up to the big man upstairs to determine the timeline for my settling down, and the course of my life. Im awesome, but not without flaws, but who knows, maybe my flaws will be perfections in someone else's eyes. Until then.... I'll be waitin... BTW, Whoever you might be....youre running late... ;)
I hope that God blesses you with a Godly man, perfect for you. You deserve someone loving, truthful, and full of God's glory. As per your question to those who've found the perfect man... He was never the perfect man, he gradually worked to be that man, and still does. As do I. I think in a true forever-kind of relationship/marriage, you both have to work at it, every day, in order to make it "as perfect as Can be:)"
ReplyDeleteBTW, you spelled intelligent wrong:-P {LOL}